((((Cassandra)))) your AH is addicted to the same things as mine. I know how hard this is for you. I was reading today it can take up to 2 yrs just to the get the PAWS (post acute withdrawal sydrome) to stop from those particular drugs, once the drugs are stopped. It's a long road to recovery, unless a miracle is done. And I do believe in miracles.
Hoping for the best,
NH7