The only way i can describe this feeling is...
Imagine being locked in a cage for many years, and then one day the doors to that cage are opened, and you're free. But you still sit there, afraid. Where will you go? What will you do?
You chose to stay in the cage because it's what you've grown farmiliar to. It's what you're used to.
Freedom is a scary thing.
I see this as one of the best things i can tell myself... i am free now. I need to get used to enjoying it.
~Limiya~