40 days off opiates now and feeling a bit better
Man, what a month. Its 40 days now and feeling a bit better. man, that panic chit got old, but, Im making it though. I think some of my problems mentally were from the klonopin. Im down to .5 a night. going to dump that chit in a few days. I really thought I was going to die. ive never been through anything like this. I thought I was going to end up in a psch ward a few days. Just kept praying and praying. What a f__cked up drug. Makes you feel good and then BAMM!!!!!, it tries to take your life. Ive been to three NA meetings and like them. Ive just been so depressed that I havnt left the house much. Im making myself get out at least to take a walk. Things are getting better. Thank God.
Thanks for all your support.
Love,
Michael