You said: "Now I quit for me just me and only me."
I did the same.
I also read the forum sticky under Alcoholism that contains excerpts from the book 'Under the Influence'. I then understood why cutting back to just a beer or glass of wine would not work for me.
I am addicted to alcohol. I can not drink any alcohol. Ever.
Feels good to have the head and heart in agreement. No more internal conflict.
Congratulations on your new attitude!