Made it out alive
I went out, Bowled, Had a blast watched everyone around me drink and I had Iced tea. Someone next to me ordered my exact drink and I didnt flinch. Felt good.
I even went to my regular bar that I hangout at and when I walk in the door they have my cocktail waiting before I even step to the bar. I called right before I showed up and said no drinks, IM having water. I chatted with all of my buddies for about an hour and just came home. I had several compliments saying that I looked good and have I been working, which I have been like a mad dog this last week.
Two Large tests that I passed tonight. Thank you all for your support. I really have gained a lot of strength and feel that I cant let myself down and any of you