The regular stuff in life just pounds me, bills, crying babies (not my own ha) car doesn't start. Jobs cutting benifits, I don't ever have a problem with the first of the week it is when all the problems mount. Oh well. The first try's to sober up I had the Never ever again worry, I have had enough drinks in my lifetime. I just need some motivation or actual good things happen to me when I don't drink. I know there is a mourning period or something like that, but when I try to not drink it just seems like i twiddle my thumbs and wait to go to sleep. I will just try to plan and post on here as much as possible to atleast give my liver and body a break from the grind.