Jen, keep going!!! I promise you, IT WILL GET BETTER!!!!! Please hang on to that!!
When I had 90 days I was sitting in a meeting, didn't pick up a 90 day chip because if it weren't for the fact that I was in a treatment center I knew I would have been drinking that day. It's over a year now and I still haven't picked up.
I used to want to know how the hell I was going to do this and now I just do.
Hang in there girl, just keep on keepin' on and remember that you ONLY HAVE TO GET THROUGH TODAY!!!!! AND ONLY TODAY!!!!!! Then tomorrow you get through that day and just keep going.
No matter what, no matter what.....don't pick up!!!! Congrats on not!!!!! :atv:ghug2