Last night I had to spend the night in the ER with the baby (she's ok fell and spilt her lip-no stitches) and he was with me. He was high I could tell. His eyes were blood shot and he hit the candy machine a couple of times. But we had a decent conversation.
He has told his entire family he is going for help on the 17 Monday morning. He says that way he is held accountable to everyone. He said he is still planning on the big move and that he thinks that that may be the best choice for him right now. Ok but not rehab. He said he has to get everything ready. Ok to go to rehab.
I would say fifty percent of what he said was crap and fifty percent was true. I say that because I told him he was being very nasty these last few days and that was not the way you would treat me before. He responded with some days I am very angry and I apologize. I have a demon inside of me telling me to take things I dont want to and to feel feelings I dont want to feel.
Again I am waiting for the actions......Friday I go back to the counselor.