Yeah, I've had fun drinking. But the worst times of my came after drinking, so I think in the grand scheme of things, the fun I had doesn't measure up.
I'm scared to give up drinking too. A lot of my social life revolves around drinking. I talked to a friend yesterday who has been sober for years, and he is doing absolutely amazing things with his life. Things that he wouldn't be able to do if he were drinking. Drinking numbs me. I sleep too much, I eat too much, I don't exercise. I don't do any of the things that make me truly happy in life. Things that make me proud of myself. How often has drinking made you proud of yourself? You might have a little bit of fun, but if you're here, then the ramifications are already too costly.