The funny thing about bottoms is, you never know when one will surprise you
I thought I was a super lucky alcoholic and hit what people call an internal bottom- nothing exterior had fallen apart. Well, fast forward a month after my sobriety date and sh!t from the last year hit the fan. Now I have a whopping big exterior situation to deal with. I'm still a lucky alcoholic though, it would have been worse had I still been drinking and unable to cope with these consequences in a productive way.
I'm an atheist. I am working AA. I believe it is saving my life.