Yeah for awhile, I thought the drinking was helping the anxiety... then I finally realized that what was helping it was the fact I was popping xanax at some point in my drinking so I didn't have a panic attack...
Have any advice for me? This is going to be really difficult. If I come clean to my doctor about my drinking habits, he might pull my Xanax and then I'll really be screwed as I've been on it since 2004... Something tells me the withdrawals from that will be much worse than the alcohol withdrawals since I don't drink alcohol every day but taken xanax multiple times a day... I just can't chance that.