I'm DONE
and embarassed. Just realized I've been trying to control my AH for years now. I had a life plan and he wasn't doing the right things. Now, I'm still a bit pi$$y but I'm ready to move on in a good direction for my kids and me. I guess I'm at a jumping off point.
I'm also dealing with an addict brother and a "what planet are you from" mother, A father, A/bi-polar step mother. Oh, and my AH's dying AH friend - good times.
I'm drawing my lines........... So, why do I feel so sad and positive at the same time? I feel like I'm giving up my dream of having that one person love me to no end.
I hate this stuff.
Anyway, I think my major hurdle that I have to learn is going to be how to not react.
Can anyone give me advice on not reacting? I'm a bit of a hot head - or a-lot of one.