Originally Posted by
Soconfused11 
Last night I drove to my first Al-Anon meeting, only nobody showed up. I was discouraged/disappointed, because I needed SOMETHING last night.
I hope you find those good meetings. After a while, you may discover that you DID receive something you needed that night. My experience has been that it is not according to my timetable. For the present, maybe look at it as affirmation of your commitment to go and begin your own recovery - that is, give yourself credit for getting in the car and going at all.