I have found that the reason I don't finish projects is because during childhood I would start something new and my mother and grandmother would pull the rug out from under me, so I couldn't finish. I was programmed for this. They still do it, so I can't let them know about things I am doing. Registered my own business and when my mother found out she asked me if I was crazy. I don't know why they do this. My friend's husband did the same thing to her until she found out he was sabotaging her efforts because he was afraid to lose her. Sounds like someone in your past did this to you. Do you remember anything that happened like this? It happens a lot more than I realized.