Thank you for sharing what you shared.
Sometimes I wonder myself about those things, to be honest. That's why I usually call myself agnostic, if I have to call myself anything at all. The truth is I don't know the truth and I can't claim anything as such. I don't know the "order" of the universe, if there even is one...and I don't think I'll ever know. That was the hardest thing for me to let go of...the not knowing part, but I'm doing okay. Imagining the possibilities is a fun brain exercise (and a nice diversion from the more crappy aspects of being human).
It never fails to "wow" me every time I look up at the stars.
There are so many unknowns...