Thanks for the reminders that I am not in control. I just feel so sad about it. I am back at work today, enjoying a busy day. I find it ironic that I can work so well with teen-agers and yet my own son is beyond my reach. It hurts, but there is little I can do about it. I hope that he will face his demons soon, but I have only control over me and my demons. My need to control, my need to be proud of my son, my need to feel like he's making progress, my need for him to do well in college. These are my demons. I must face them in spite of him not facing his own. Otherwise, I am in as much denial as he is in.
krhea