Thank you all so much. I did not think I could find peace in anything right now when thinking about his death, but every one of you who posted something you were going to do in his memory, I just want you to know that each one of those soothed my heart. Truly.
I would like to respond to every post because they all are helping me, so much, you have no idea -- no one else can understand because in their eyes he was his death -- just an addict who overdosed --but to everyone here we understand that there are two things -- the addiction and the soul that has been covered up and those are two very different things.
My heart goes out to others who have posted in this thread who have lost someone due to addiction. It just doesn't feel like that was the way things were supposed to be, right? Thank you for sharing your strength.