I try not to make my recovery the topic of all conversations, there is more to life than that.
But I have gotten maybe 2-3 "I'm proud of you"'s during my 3 1/2 months of sobriety. I just feel that this is what he wanted SOOOO badly and now he is SOOO not a part of it.
But ya' know what? It really does not matter what HE so badly wanted...it is now what I want and I can do this with or without him.
Seems now that I am not using, so many other problems are appearing, or maybe it's just that I am beginning to see them now that I am not avoiding all life's problems with drugs.