Well . . . 1st check bounced
Crap, I was just hoping since it had been a week that the $320 check I took from my AS was gonna clear - no such luck. Now I'm $215 in the hole and no way to make it up . . . don't get paid til Tuesday. I'm a dumb, stupid idiot who can't learn a lesson, doesn't know how to say "no" and has no back bone.
Oops, before I get to far along the pity party . . . Thank you to everyone for your words of experience, strenth and support. Absolutely words I need to hear over and over again. I pray that you won't give up on me, I want to move forward in my recovery, but feel like I need help getting there. I do attend face to face meetings and will be at one tonight.
And I guess instead of getting back into a pity party I'll just end with a request for a few prayers from you guys that I can work at my own recovery and succeed. Thanks!