It's so hard not to get pulled back in part of me feels If I give my husband money it's a straight shot to the dealer he doesnt have to rob anyone or risk getting fronted and then run into them and have them beat him(or worse) and in it's own way I'm saving him keeping him alive longer. I know I'm not helping but when he begs and wants his life I give in because I dont want him to die I just want my husband home