Keep moving forward, you are doing great thus far.
I found that an AA meeting helps even if I am moody. There is some sort of comfort in being in a room with other people who know exactly how you are feeling. You don't have to share, and since I came back from my relapse, I have found that at least 1 time a meeting someone will say something that I can completely relate to, which again provides hope and comfort.
No matter what, keep moving forward. Everyone here at SR is behind you.
