Tib when push comes to shove AA support or any other programs support, the only person that can stop you from drinking is you. It even says that in the BB, that there will come a day when the only thing that stands between an alcoholic and a drink will be thier HP, not someone in AA, SMART, Rational Recovery or any other program, in the end it all is on you.
The most important thing I have learned in recovery is the only person I can blame is myself, basically I had to quit blaming every one and everything for my own problems.
Tib I spent a lot of years trying to quit drinking, but in the end until I was really ready to quit I kept on drinking.
Tib I pray you find what you need to find to help you stop drinking before you pay a price that you can not afford for it.
Keep searching, keep trying what ever, do not give up.
A rehab of any type could benefit you greatly if for nothing more then just staying sober for 28 days.
All the best my friend.