Silverberry, I am so sorry, Please know it is 7:08 AM here so I will pray for you and you can start your day over. :ghug3
You have been so strong, and I have been learning from your posts.
I am leaving on a weekend with high school friends later this afternoon. I am going kyaking (sp) I have never been done anything like it before.
Your Mom and A have made choices, easy for me to see from a cross the county (and far from the fall out) but you are not responsible for them. From what I can see from your post you are just trying to stick to your boundries. If you weren't there they would try to get someone else to take care of them.
I have the same thinking, was feeling guilty about leaving, as my A sat on the bed this am saying "I guess I'll see you when you get back" (please I'll be home Sunday) hes going deer hunting after work and is leaving from work so he CHOOSES not to be here when I leave. Why did I feel any guilt at all???? I am sick.
God I hate this slogan but "this too shall pass" It always does, hang in there.
:ghug3