Welcome! I am the Mom of a 23 year old son who is addicted to opiates who has lost his 2 year old and newborn son's. I find reading other's posts reflect so much of what I am trying to deal with that it helps me. I think, Okay, other people are putting one foot in frony of the other and I can do it,too. I also have a counselor that is helping me to keep things in perspective.
You have found a good place! Wen