Oh yeah....what I do worry about and why I take this so seriously is that he has tried to commit suicide SEVERAL times. He was alone everytime so he must be blessed with the grace of God because someone always managed to walk in and find him lying there, bleeding to death.
But, this time, he has told me he wouldn't do it that way. He would do it so it would work.
Thursday he is going to be in full withdrawal so I think that appointment is perfect timing. I will need support that day.
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who reads and posts. I know sometimes it might be hard for people to say their advice because they think we don't want to hear what we may be doing wrong but not me. I know what I'm doing wrong and I keep doing it. Having you all tell me again keeps me realizing and gives me ideas to get through this so thanks.....very much
