Hi Rach, and congratulations on 56 days!! It sounds to me like you are trying to take care of yourself right now, and trying to take care of him too is stressing you out. Can't he help you out with the chores? It is extremely burdensome to try and go through this and have someone putting unfair demands on you at the same time. I have been married for almost 8 years, and I still have days I feel the same way you do, and that's when I stop and tell him, you know what? You're making dinner tonight, I'm going to relax. And then I do something that *I* want to do. For me. I don't do it all the time, but I know when I need to do it. I hope this is helpful. I can definitely understand how you feel right now.
FD