You are not kidding about it being illogical. In the past, he would not ever go into the store for me and buy me anything. He has dumped out bottles I have bought, once I have gone to bed so many times. I have been unsuccessfully trying to hide my drinking for some time now. (I didnt realize you can see everything that goes on in the kitchen relected off the windows and see that in the living room) - ha ha on me! I am no stranger to addiction, my husband and myself both were addicted for a short time to crack 15 years ago. I know what needs to be done. I just feel like this is harder than giving up crack - geez who would have thought!