Thanks Zendust...it is a tall order! It seems right now that it is very hard for me to really see things as they really are...so many things seem to stand in the way of clear seeing. I have begun to practice sitting again and right now there seems to be a whole lot of clutter!
Sobriety is absolutely key to my ability to be awake...seing things as they really are doesn't seem to be possible when my senses are messed up...but there is so much more!
Thanks again