Cant sleep
Havent been able to sleep for a good 3 weeks or so.
I get off work at midnight and find myself going to bed about 5 or 6 am.
Today is my Saturday a month to work. And I have to be there at 9am. It is 5:37 now.
I feel pressure to fall asleep. And can't. Then during the week I dont get up until 2pm. 1 hour before I have to leave for work.
It is not a good schedule at all.
Got my xray results back. I have arthritis in my lower back and a buldging disk. YAY..No wonder I have been in serious pain for over a month. Cant hardly stand up or walk some days.
Job handed out the release forms for us to sign for the drug screening and background checks yesterday. They will be telling me to kick rocks when they get that back.
No money saved toward a car yet. That is a good and bad thing.
Got a suspension letter for my license yesterday. So now I have to pay $75 for that. Got to pay the court $387 in 2 months.
I am exhausted. Smoking like a freight train and eating like I never seen food before.
But I am not high or planning on it. Whoopy..I am so blah right now.
I need to get away. From what I dont know. But I know there is a beautiful beach calling my name somewhere.