Im Detoxing Again.
OOOHHHHHHH Im so angry! Im detoxing from the pills again. I have been really sick again with my crohns disease and kidney stones again. I have been in the hospital for the last two weeks. I have been on a pain pump and now am home on percocet pills. Ive had lythotripsy surgery friday. I am home now and feel that im not in that much pain to take the narcotic pain pills. So I have decided to give em the boot. I cant bring myself to flush them. I have a cronic disease that calls for me to use them sometimes. I just have to learn when I really need them versus when i just want them. Like now. I just want them. Im not hurtin past what simple tylenol couldnt take care of.
Right now I have the shakes, Im feeling sick to my stomach,the mood swings suck, no motivation, cramping, and a variety of other things.
So I am coming here to ask my friends for some help. I need prayers to a HP to help me get thru the next few days. I also will be calling my sponsor.