Hi Master G, Thank you for your honesty it has given me the confidence to make this my first post also. I too drink way more than is good for me or anyone around me. I too have been going through the cycle of I feel great cause I haven't drank so i'll have a drink, can't stop at one, so feel like crap the next day and the only thing that makes me feel better is another drink then I feel ultra crap the next day and decide not to drink then feel good again and the cycle still turns...
Today i found this forum because I am too embarrased to go to my doctor or to AA or couselling... But I know I need help.
I have tried to stop on my own before but I too have had terrible anxiety and don't know what to do with myself so i drink again.
Good Luck and know that you are not alone.