Melissa, I'm a wino too! My alcoholism wasn't so bad until I fell in love with wine. Once I did it was over. Bottle to two bottle's a night. Excuses to "Get groceries" almost every night. This was really to pick up wine. My wife was cool about it unless I got silly. Two little kids, 3 and 1 that probably don't know me any other way. Hangovers that would bring superman down to his knees. Anyway, I'm 7 days into it, feeling great, I'm glad you found us all as when you can't relate to anyone else about this(spouses included) you can here. My wife doesn't understand why I can't just have a couple glasses with dinner. She truly doens't get it. Hang in there.