Originally Posted by
Bamboozle 
I'm so sorry you're going through this. I'm not even going to pretend to know what it's like to be in your shoes. Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find your happy place. Don't let anyone rob you of that.
I second that, totally.
I can not judge you. I can not lose respect for you. Only you know what it's like to be you. We can only be here to listen to you, offer support, and tell you what we think. :P You don't deserve to have poop thrown on you, that's for sure... but I will not lose respect for you because you came here to vent and ask for support. I only think more of you for that. You trust us, and we appreciate that.
DO find your happy place. DO value yourself. DO NOT let anyone take either of those away from you.
*HUGS*