Hi everyone,
Just read through the last few pages and WOW! I'm so impressed with the support and insight (even moreseo than usual!). It continues to amaze me how alike we all are. I find myself reading things in a lot of posts that I thought were "just me". Makes me feel so much less alone.
TSH - I'm so glad you found us. The greatest thing about this place is that as long as you're here, we all know how hard you're trying (just look at your name!) and we all know what a struggle it is because we've been there too. I've had many false starts since I joined here a few months ago, have been drunk while posting, have talked with others who are still drinking on here, etc. I've also had some great successes and grown a lot in that time. I couldn't have said that a year or even six months ago. So, keep trying and keep coming back. We'll all eventually get there if we perservere.
Oh yeah, I'm at the end of day 5 (again).