I haven't given up on y'all... I just don't understand why y'all haven't given up on me.
I'm ready to give up on me, after all... so why shouldn't you be?
I do know that I have a problem. I do know that I need to do something about it. But the thought of actually DOING SOMETHING ABOUT IT scares me sh!tless. And since I've not been honest with my husband, it's easier for me to ignore for the time being.
I told you I suck.