I'd like to respond to everyone individually but I'm not feeling especially well at the moment. But thank you for the posts. Head injuries abound in this forum afterall, eh.
TTOSBT, I haven't read any recovery books. I don't know much about it. And I still don't know if I'll have a choice in leaving or not. It's not that staying seems so horrible, I only resent having the decision taken away from me. No one seems to trust my judgement.
One thing I can say from looking at the other posts is that I assumed this would be easier if I hadn't been forced into dealing with two issues at once. Truth being that it would be nice to drink while I'm healing from this head injury. But obviously a lot of people here have had to deal with many additional issues at the same time as not drinking. I oversimplified vastly, I guess.
Thanks again.