Thank you! Liljaxx oh my god i am so sorry. you are right and although i have made peace with him, the guilt still lives withen me! i have a long ways to go.
Constant, My dad lives the same way isolated my god how do you live with that and accept that the choices that they have made for themselves. I need to learn how to accept those things.
Smoke that you for the dry run i will do it i will!
Just tired you are so right, i just wish i had always been kind to him for myself! not him cause your right he doesent deserve my respect but, i must live with my actions. thank you all