Hi.. This is my first time posting... I am on Day 2. I am kinda freaking out right now, although I'm not craving a drink right now. My fiance (who I live with) will be at work until tomorrow night. Yesterday we went grocery shopping and he bought a bottle of gin and a 6 pack of Guinness... they're just sitting in the freezer and fridge, respectively. While I'm not craving right now, I KNOW I will be tonight and I'm trying to think of ways to distract myself ahead of time. I'm new to this area and have zero friends to go be with.
This is my first try for sobriety where I've acknowledged to someone (this board being the someones) that that's what I'm doing. I know now that I'm not going to be able to do it on my own. (PS please no one tell me to find God, I'm an atheist.)
*reaching out*