Least...congradulatilons...i'm proud of you and thanks for the inspiration..
at the end here you just wrote:
Don't know why but I woke up feeling 'lost' and very depressed. Yesterday was a rather sh!tty day for problems with college-bound daughter. Can't shake the feeling of impending doom - and not over my sobriety, but feels like a mental breakdown is on the horizon.
man hang in there dude. you gotta keep walking through the storm, through the darkness. keep putting one foot in front of the other. no matter what....depression is very real....what is your plan today? what are you working on today?