least has 30 days!!!
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Location: massachusetts
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Congratulations LEAST!!!!
I can't tell you how important you are and how much you are loved and valued here. You have come soo0000 far, and we are so proud of you. Be proud of yourself. You deserve it!:day4
I can't tell you how important you are and how much you are loved and valued here. You have come soo0000 far, and we are so proud of you. Be proud of yourself. You deserve it!:day4
Considering how many times I've relapsed since last December it's pretty amazing I've made it this far. I just wish I felt more like celebrating today. Don't know why but I woke up feeling 'lost' and very depressed. Yesterday was a rather sh!tty day for problems with college-bound daughter. Can't shake the feeling of impending doom - and not over my sobriety, but feels like a mental breakdown is on the horizon.
I'm not going to throw away my 30 days - too stubborn to do that, but just feel lost and afraid. Too many things coming to a head, mostly financial problems, and being unemployed right now doesn't pay the bills.
No matter what, I'm sober today and plan to stay that way. I know too well that drinking would only make the bad things worse.
feeling afraid and alone
I'm not going to throw away my 30 days - too stubborn to do that, but just feel lost and afraid. Too many things coming to a head, mostly financial problems, and being unemployed right now doesn't pay the bills.
No matter what, I'm sober today and plan to stay that way. I know too well that drinking would only make the bad things worse.
feeling afraid and alone
Least...congradulatilons...i'm proud of you and thanks for the inspiration..
at the end here you just wrote:
man hang in there dude. you gotta keep walking through the storm, through the darkness. keep putting one foot in front of the other. no matter what....depression is very real....what is your plan today? what are you working on today?
at the end here you just wrote:
Don't know why but I woke up feeling 'lost' and very depressed. Yesterday was a rather sh!tty day for problems with college-bound daughter. Can't shake the feeling of impending doom - and not over my sobriety, but feels like a mental breakdown is on the horizon.
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