So.... Focus on what you want and not what you do not have or do not want...
I am clean and sober today.
A job is going to be found for me. (then do keep looking)
I live close to family and friends.
My car is running! (working not like in "oh crap have to catch it")
Say those things over and over. Perspective is everything. If you see the negative that is what you feel. See the good and guess how you will feel???
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