I have been clean for over a month. I am in no way trying to put any blame on him for my using I was only trying to tell my story as honestly as possable. I also know that I sound like a hypicrite for calling him an addict when I used to. This is why I feel him & I are differant. I have never put drugs before our family, our family has never had to do without because I wanted to get high & I never got wasted in front of our kids, I can say no & not do it if people are doing it right in front of me.