It is true. I am going to tell her. My sponsor is on vacation this week so we have been playing phone tag. I have not really told her much of my story. Only surface things. I have not told her anything about my drinking.
However I did crack a joke. I have a counselor. Now I only recently said that I am an alcoholic outloud. Before that I knew it but ofcourse denied it. I even told my counselor on many occasions that I was a social drinker. So I told her I was basically paying a man to help me by continually lying to him. I did not want him to judge me???? So I have stopped seeing my counselor for a while. I am not sure if it is going to work for us. I have already lied.