man can you imagine the desperation of somebody coming onto a website that is SOBERrecovery.com begging for somebody to mail them pills?? Im glad im not in that guys shoes :\
On another note: i totally know what you mean suz...i have been able to turn away free coke or shots//beers at the bar without giving it a second thought. Now heroin on the other hand, i would do everything and anything possible just for 1 more bag lol. kinda weird how our brain will reject//not like certain substances but absolutely fall in love with others. Glad your staying clean also ~~