pray for courage
I have been with an alcoholic for 5 years..I am diagnosed with depression and an anxiety disorder.When there is abuse or me not retaliating out of fear of abuse My mental health issues are brought up .....psycho your the crazy one etc .I"m worn out and was worried about his depression I took him to the hospital and they admitted him when he was crying I told his family who weren't supportive in the past. I feel awful when they tell me I should take the keys off him because of what if he kills someone I know and I replied I would have to run the other way ....I called a woman's crisis hot line and they said its not my responsibility i was hysterical . They told me not to communicate with them I told my AB and he said its because I phoned them and alarmed them I felt I should finally let them know I wish I had just kept my mouth shut Today hes being really nice to me I am confused