Congrats on your sobriety. My sister was very active in ACOA for a long time. It seemed to help until she went back out. She has not returned yet but I keep hoping. She was very close to our alcoholic father and when he died from alcohol she turned to the bottle and drugs. I hope you find yourself able to establish a relationship with your mother. Rejection from a parent is devastating. But at least you try and maybe you can find some comfort in that.