You know, I just am surprised at how I overestimated my daughter and underestimated her disease of addiction. I really thought she could handle this one thing, this one appointment every 2 months. And i thought to myself, "She lives 5 miles from the clinic in a city that has public transportation. I live over 40 miles away. She can take herself there." And it seemed so logical and non-codependent.
also a bit scared for her. of course, but doing good not 'going there' much!