yes it is very hard to watch those we love dissolve like they do....
I got news that my brother yet again got another DUI-that is on top of the 2nd one he got 3 weeks ago. (Oh wait that would now be number 6) anyway his excuse for not blowing in the breath thingy both times was that he was given Lexapro so that is what was wrong (Ahem quack quack)
Anyway know you are not alone with this and we are here for you!
Take care of YOU!