What do I want:
I want my kids to be happy and healthy.
I want to love myself the way I am, but also be willing to change things that could use a little work. Main point being, stop being so hard on myself.
I want to either be happy with out a relationship or find one that is emotionally healthy and satisfying for me and my kids.
I want to feel the creative spirit breath into me the vibrancy and imagination I once had. I want to create beautiful works of art for no other reason than pure pleasure.
I want to rejuvenate my connection with my HP by any means necessary, and feel comfortable with it.
I want to live with optimism, free of depression and chaos.
I want to lose weight and be healthy ..so for heaven sakes…. After this baby comes someone deliver me from the emotional/binge eating cycle and onto the path of healthy eating and living. (I know this someone has so be me, but I don't want to admit it yet..LOL)