Day 29 for me. I feel so empty. I feel depressed. I do not think I really feel my feelings. I think they just sit there. I get trapped in one thing which is not healthy. And that one thing consumes me and I do not deal with anything but that one thing. I am going to a meeting tonight. Have one lined up for tomorrow and Thursday. I get my license back in 31 days. I should be happy about all this.